when i see ladies in hijab..i feel like wearing one..after all im a hajah.with my behaviour,dressing i feel like a krister to even say im a hajjah.. when anyone ask whther im one my jaw will locked automatically.i dun feel that i fit to be one.hehe..well i have e intentions nw..hopefully i will..amin

my daily routine kind of cock up nw..seriously.juggling two jobs n school..some day i feed myself like a glutton n the next day i starve like an african kid.some days i attend school with a dollar in my wallet just sufficient to drink milo to keep myself full.kesian2..tapi kadang2 tebalkan muke pinjam org duet lol..

my another job..i feel very wrong doing this job..aku tahu tak masuk akal.i work as a waitress at halia which is located at botanical garden..during events i have to serve wine and beer.i will get my pay on e spot after work..at times i curse myself for being so desperate n just grab the opportunity without thinking..to e extent i told my bro "yan aku keje ginie duet aku tak halal..."..kiutkan...my bro"halal pe ko bkn minum"adui abg aku mampos..i seriously need to change..

for family wise..nt good either..at this time i guess everthg bad is crawling into my life..guess god is testing my will..so lets just be patience..i believe insyaallah i can manage..amin

till then tc sweethearts