i been feeling sick2 & down..

i been vomitting & having diarrhoea.uber sad that i still have to drag my feet to school..half heartedly..

additional to that pathetic feeling hehe..dad is moving out to stay in johor in 5years time..

leaving me n my 2 brothers in Singapore.5 tahun cepat sey..sedihnyer..hehe

few days back mum wass nagging at dad about the bills.."atau awak nk byar sorang"..aku teraser seriously..that after that i left the house..aku kdg2 memang macam sial but im soft inside..i text dad when i left e house..

me: ba tak mu pikiran nanti anoi bayar seratus untuk bill air rumah

ba:takpayah ko simpan untuk skul fees

me:takper la kesian tgk abah asyik kene marah jer

ba:alah perempuan biaser lah..

sejahat maner aku..aku tetap sayang bapak aku..i just cant bare to see any of my loves being treated that way..my money is never wasted at clubs..booze..or whatever..my bond money is always use to get my younger siblings stuff..my food..my bills..my school fees..transportation..hehe umur ginie macam da kene pikiran byk..sedih banget

ya Allah kuatkanlah iman aku..Amin..