feed me more candies!i wan sugarrushes..tehehe

before heading to granny's lets snap2

e bugger (yan) who gt drunk yest & insisted i wake him at 6am[pampered]

im at granny's nw surfing e net & eating all her good stuff.trying hard to forget about yest.she know me well enuf.she ask kenaper ni?muahahah.instict baik uh nek!nw she teaching reyan to call me aunt & call her enyang instead of grandma.wth nek nk glamor jerh anoi aunt ape sa..kak plz tak nk auo nt uh..ajar reyan panggil anoi or kas taw!lol..

sweetheart, yest was my lowest peak in life..i woke up at 5pm feeling all gud that headache wasnt tht bad but shits happen.i see & understand things clearly nw.frankly i felt pathetic & useless for once..but wateve i manage a smile.it hell sure pains but i just wouldnt want to show it.i wanted to turn to someone but i told myself enough kash u gt to be strng on yr own.& im e only person who can help myself. & i just realized deep dwn im a very2 nice person that at times i dun deserve what they gave me. for nw i wouldnt wan to think about it.those tiny pieces of me left im not gonna let it waste i will pick it up on my own & recover frm things.

i thanx Allah that i was born this way with lots of patience & able to smile throughtout any situations.its a blessing to haf such a gf like ekin too at times she dun even haf to know frm u wat shitty thing u been tru like she gt this instinct.dun be deceive by her looks ppl..eventho she is like that she is the person who never fails to remind me of Allah when i forget.things gt a lil better when yan came home drunk yest.he ask if i had enough cash in had to pay my fee.lol.i smile sweetly n ans him yes i do..& told him go keluarkan motor.terharu giler sak dgn die!he wanted a bike so much n when he can afford already he wana chip in my fee.takpe2 i gt enough dun u worrie.

wan apologise yest..u talk to me like mat rep or what?i dun get it.. bt your sorry sounded so sincere.& i apologise too for some reason.you are actually sweet do you know that?kening naik2.

revenge was ultimately sweet la soy.but im aint gona do the same because it wil neve end dat way..karma baby!.repeat after me..muahaha.trust me i will do whatevr it takes to pick myself up stick mylf wif super glue if i haf to. it gonna take super long for me but hell sure when i get out of it im gonna be such a better person & definitely strong!low down gilar babi sakk..pfft!..im never at lost remmber that..im a babe with wits sak..aku tak bodoh mcm korang seme pikir ok..

i wana go to hiatus mode for nw..muahahha..tc sweethearts & love