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KASH.
 the daughter of Hamzah. my life is unexplainable. there will be ups & downs. but just smile okay. (: i love being crazy with the loves. love my family, gfs & bfs. ika_1374@hotmail.com |
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
9:51:00 PM
i just realize my tears gland is still working
[damn i wan that fishball cheeks back] ahahah i had a gud cry after so long of bottling everything..i must say its embarassing but its hilarious at that moment it hit me hard "not bad kash all this while u try to cry but u cant n thought that the tears gland had stop working..but the unexpected happen on a particular day"lol..its working man!!!thanx goodness im glad i feel so human nw!i definitely miss mum at this point..when i cried that time i said out that I MISS MUM..i sounded like a 5 years old kid who lost their mother in a mall sa.thats when azri told me kash nw i can see your soft side..wth..this isnt soft like this is child like wakakakak.. i feel sick these days..dun know y..n its super stressful nt to haf sufficient slp..idk y but 3/4 am my slp is always interupted..n i will try hard to slp back but i cant..when it is 8 am thats when i wana slp..but it will be too late thats when all the little monsters wake up n disturbed us the normal human being..lol.i cant take it anymore at times that i applied tiger balm all over my body wakkakaka..u knoe me i hate medicine..medication doc gives i wil always hid it in my drawer.n i LIED to m.n this particular time that i actually ate medicine..gosh..i had to urgh seriously i dun like ppl to worry..im sincerely sorry.. i push myself during training..push myself to attend lessons & many more..im eccentric sa..i have my reasons for pushing my body to the extreme because i simply wana forget my problems that all..physical fitness n seeking solace to Allah always works for me..even if i hurt myself during training dun worry n never tell me to stop..because i will never heed that trust me instead i will push myself harder.. ps: stop the clock for 7 hr can??let me have sufficient slp without being interrupted?pls | |||
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