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welcome loves.	KASH. 17051990/single the daughter of Hamzah. my life is unexplainable. there will be ups & downs. but just smile okay. (: i love being crazy with the loves. love my family, gfs & bfs. ika_1374@hotmail.com	don't scared to talk here	pasts September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 loves 5n3'07 adda aris bear ct fadzrul faten izyan nani sathes Eka Nyp naz rina mira belle alysha aten izyan jas
Sunday, April 19, 2009 7:40:00 PM can you imagine my class tmr is jus for an hour..it starts at 10 n end at 11.n n timetable nursing aku mcm tak begitu faham pasal mcm complicated.k fine i shuldnt whine.what must we say??alhamdulilah..ahahah.im glad its jus an hour so i can head to j8 n grab some books for the primary 6 boy..im giving tuitions nw since i stop working at garuda as well as student care.lets just hope i will be a pretty alrite tutor..i wuldnt want to work while i study but i jus had to..Dad gt himself to some kind of situations n everyone in the fam is affected.ever since the end of last yr my parents had stop giving me allowance.so this means its already time i ought to be independent baby!.my first semester fees is covered for 2nd semester nah nah..ahahaha..i have called NYP financial thingy n ask how much would i have to pay for 2nd semester..the lady said its the same like first semester which means 1thousand plus..ahahahah for nw i got to have enuf cash to pay my bills/fees/daily school pocket money/transport money..well some loves had heard about my problems..my problems are not cliche alrite at this stage its already critical..some were super shock that i still look normal and chirpy as ever.the thing is even if i were to break down is not the solutions to the problems..rite??whats the point.i always believe that Allah would never give you more that what you can handle..therefore we got to think.think.think n work it rather than whine..whine.hehe. insyaallah everything gonna be fine.. other than that these few days i feel pretty weak..i dun know y..prolly due to weather??maybe..i visited the doctor the other time..n i cant visit the doctor again as whats left in accnt wuld be for transportation/p6 books/nurisng bks.i cant stand too long or i wuld feel lyk fainting..lol.banyak dugaan hor.. well i went for oritention..met my classmates..guess what 1 particular time i sat in btwn 2 china dude n dudette..n they were trying their utmost effort to start a conversation with me..guess what i didnt understand at all what they were trying to tell me..cn u imagine i felt dumb at that point!basicAlly they were communicating in english our first language n i jus dun get it y i dun understand..so when this long winded dude ended his conversation. .he said"do u get me?" me:so sorry but i dun understand at all gosh i was super blunt..lol thats me what do you expect right??i sersly dun get it..so lets nt play pretend. i gtg loves..u guys tc hopefully i dun get lost in nyp tmr whch is my ferst day!!!wakakakakakak you got to be strong eventho things are not going your way because it is that way in real life.what u got to do is just smile n hold yr composure and go thru it.once u get out of it you know any other hurdles whch comes yr way you can past it... dada loves you guys tc..
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