NFH & NAJ

krg tgk betol2 pat kam tu fuyoo gmbr aku chronic sa n aten n ekin likes it alot especially my lips..

i went to visit the doc recently..n he giggle at my wt n ht..ahahaha

doc:its 46 n 155.hehe

me:e calcium is not working doc.dats y it is consistent 155..lol

but seriously i wasnt sure whther he was laughing at my ht whch hadnt chnge since lyk forever or my wt..i blushed n afterwhch i duno wat to say.i simply talk craps about calcium la to him ahahha..ouh Dad been naggin quite alot these days..especially about my wt n wt n wt..everymorning he will goes this way:

dad:anoi haf u eaten breakfast?if no better go eat..how cum ure so skinny these days?you need some cash?

me:yea. i do eat ok dad n im nt suffering frm anytin.i dun nit cash.

ahahaha i feel like im back at 6yrs old..daddy lil girl which daddy haf to check now n then whther i eat or nt..i appreciate that but he make it sound as though im suffering frm aneroxic or bulimia lyk that.no matter what i love you DAD n i shuld be naggin at you instead about puffin those ciggies that nt doing any gud to yr health!!.enuf said about my wt issues..

lets talk about reminisce.haizam.he crept bck.i remmbered giving him my drawing for his bday n at the bck of the drawing apologising for e lil2 wrng tings a gf wuld do.i remmbered feeding him with love the heart shape brownies.i remmbered his whispers in my ears.i remmbered him sending me to the doc when im sick.i remmbered the way he look at me.i remmbered e way we joke about stopid things.it was stil vivid. he left e memories we had and i was left to handle e broken pieces.before u left i gave u hug n a kiss on the forehead n i have my reason for tht.everymorning after that i miss yr smell your presence your jokes n encouragement..it was hard but i gt thru it eventually. i gt myself cleanse thoroughly.if ure trying ure best to gt bck i cant say much u can try but im nt sure will i be moved by it.

PS:i love living my life nw the way it is.