hey loves huhu dan photo nt clear in the screen of dat ph.damn!

frank about my life.it took me 1 yr to actually to know myself.e inner me that wants to crept out..my passion.my goals.my attitude. e meaning of life.e taste of pain. yeah im not ashamed to tell you this that i always have to go e extra jagged mile before i reach the right path.

in that period of 1 yr..it was totally hell.its like a test of will to carry on or just crumble under e pressure.certain time of the day i will be seen crying in e mosque seeking solace to Allah..that was how bad my situation was.it wasnt about boys..it was just about me it feels as though my strength have been drained out frm me..well after some time i must say seeking solace to Allah always work wonders for me..im nt sane alright so dun go "alah dekni nk setep baik". i met certain ppl in life who knock senses into my head.im grateful.& gfs who endlessly been there nt giving up on me.it made me realize they are e one i will share my laughter n sadnes with. btw whenever im going through shits there no official bf there only boy frens who were there..lol.it shows alot about me.

about me,im nt e sort person who leave my faith as it is.i have never like the idea of living aimlessly.i know what i want out of myself.if i believe in something i will try my best to make it happen.ppl might be going around talking about me n stuff.go ahead i like it.it always give me e drive to do much better..i hold strong to this sentence that sum1 told me b4 till tdy that passion is the thing that will keep you going. i didnt get into what i want but i will nt give it up.theres always alternatif baby!

when i look like a zombie.putting on weight n etc..few ppl were there.gosh these ppl i tell you they are awesome..they taught me alot n brought me back on my feet..you know yrslf i dun wana list out e name.

i tell you this particular person said this.."i know yr talent i know you do well..why let those irritating comments get into yr head?i c e burning fire in u..u culd actually sit for hours with art n nt get bored..what does it shows?" .ahahaha i didnt expect it to come frm her.i love u beb!

for some decision whch i dun knoe how to make..hm let me tell you i always give it time..n after that i will encounter real life situations right infrnt of eyes that will give me e ans..im nt lying this is true..1 is i gt into a course n i dun knoe whter shuld i stay with it..so i jus leave e planin in my head..then i took a cab n surprisingly the uncle talk to me about e course in general..so i knew e ans thru there..

anther thing plz lah ahahaha i jus pt on a lil weight..so wats e issue??im still curvy as ever baby! you shuld be happy im nt thin like polky stick u c or poking toothbrush into my throat.so u jus shut up ok!hmph!

ps:i love myself..huhu

-kash