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welcome loves.	KASH. 17051990/single the daughter of Hamzah. my life is unexplainable. there will be ups & downs. but just smile okay. (: i love being crazy with the loves. love my family, gfs & bfs. ika_1374@hotmail.com	don't scared to talk here	pasts September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 loves 5n3'07 adda aris bear ct fadzrul faten izyan nani sathes Eka Nyp naz rina mira belle alysha aten izyan jas
Saturday, September 27, 2008 5:44:00 AM alhamdulilah my patience was paid off..ternyate aku tak bersalah.i believe myself.berkawan da lime tahun n bile kene tuduh nan kawan g2 sedih sa..yg aku nk ckp all those comment on yr bf buat per ferstly nak carik nahas sendiri buat ape secondly aku tak pernah hold a candle for yr bf.MAT IS E ONLY PERSON WHO KNOWS E TRUTH..sani told me that mat told him i said he was gud looking & i culd stop starin at him..obviously i denied bcoz i never said that..i called mat belum sempat nak bebual i cried already mat was like "kash puase tak,da tak mu nanges2.."dengan suare tersedu2 i ask him mat kash pernah pass such comment pasal sani to u??die kater tak naper..den i told him..he was lyk kash u hold on aite..then he said i wil get thru sani n asks whats bothering him..after some time he sms ckp kash i gt all e facts already ltr i tell u..so at noon i text him..den he called n told me everything e real facts...da dengar i cant contol den i start cying again den die ckp bersabar kash..den i told him i knoe myself i wont do such ting..da g2 he made me laugh..da g2 aku tel him cn u do me a favour ntell nani..he was lyk ragu2 pasal takot drg gaduh as well as maeb takot as his frenship will b at stake..den i was lyk takper mat kash paham at least i know the truth now u dun nit to tell nani for me nanti u get into trouble..den he said he will..so he did mcm terharu g2 his jus a fren he put hislife at a stake jus to break e real news.thanx mat..afterwhich i smsed him n said maeb this was probably e last i will hear his laughter nan eng accent afterwhich i wont contact wif him..n told him frankly as a fren he was nice wat a waste to lose him..he then said this.."yes there may be up n dwn in life..thats why it called lifewhat we should do is incalculate in our mind is to say i get knock dwn but i get up again.."wah u managed a smile!that's a start!rock on kash!"seorang kwan yg tak rapat ckp ginie..terharu..thanx mat..n he said this too"no frenship can b stop,unless it will bring chaos to a greater frenship". i wont hate or argue with anyone..pasal aku tau i done nothing wrg..i may be single but i wont b that mean or worst still a bitch to snatch someone bf..memang betol aku mengaku aku pernah buat silap tapi aku seriously frankly sincerely cube to make it up n win her bck..tapi die da ckp g2 aku tak bley ckap ape2..i didn haf tin kin shirah or sha wif me or influence by me they we were always there missing u waiting fer u jus that u didn t realize. "tuhan aku berterime kasih dan bersyukur kepade ko berikan aku kekuatan dan kesabaran bile pade mase2 org tak percaye akan aku dan sedemikian"..alhamdulilah for shikin,fatin n e others i always love you u guys for having faith in me 1oo percent..
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